i love eyes

owls
anchors
penguins
castle houses
creepy trees
cute little birds like sparrows
anatomically correct hearts
bows
my sisters cat
forehead/nose/hand kisses
british accents
babies
ring pops
spiral staircases
when people play with my hair
deep conversatons
sparkly things
the smell of spring
when people return compliments instead of just thanking you for them
holding hands
coloring
little kid things
getting gifts for people
singing
being held so tight i get warm
black and white
victorian printed things
when people tell me things about myself that let me know how well they know me
surprises
lillies
gentlemen
cartoon movies
pictures
the rare times when people actually say exactly what you want them to in reply
heart beats
my birthday
jellyfish
colorful decorated or toe socks
bird cages
when people remember little things about me
mommy-ing things/people
when people tell me they love me and/or miss me
really good long hugs
the feeling you get when you know someone is really glad to see you
making people smile laugh and feel special
cranberry pomegranate juice
and my daddy. i miss him more every day.

I love people who have a sense of individuality. I love expression and anything awkward or imperfect. Because that’s natural. And that’s real.

Perhaps we give the best of our hearts uncritically to those who hardly think about us at all.

just kiss me.

my life would be so much better if some people would just disappear.
not like die. i mean, i don’t want anyone to die.
i just want them to maybe move away. far, far away.

i want to be enough for you.
i want to be the person that, as long as you have - you don’t even need anyone else.

do you ever want to just stop talking to people? just quit talking to everyone, not say hi first, not try anymore - just to see who would make the effort to talk to -you-. to see who cares enough about you to put themselves in your life?

To love someone is a very special thing , but for that someone to love you back is more of a miracle. If you happen to stumble upon such a miracle, make sure you realize it.  Never take it for granted, never throw it away, never let it sit, and most of all never let it die.

Their plan had been very simple: to stay together for the rest of their lives. A plan that anyone within their circle would agree was accomplishable. They were best friends, lovers and soul mates, destined to be together, everyone thought. But as it happened, one day destiny greedily changed its mind.
- P.S. I Love You, Cecilia Ahern.

If you’re getting pushed away, don’t hold on tighter. Letting go when you’re getting pushed is the only way he will feel what it’s like without you. Even though it’s the hardest thing to do, do it for him.

Cause that’s what life’s about. It’s about the times where you lay in the grass next to someone you love. It’s about the color of the sky, it’s about a roaring fire on a winter eve. Everybody hurts, everybody bleeds. Everyone laughs & smiles & loves. & that’s all that it is. There’s no meaning of life, it’s nothing that can be defined. It’s a matter of writing your own definition.

blindfold me and take me somewhere beautiful?

i want a shirt with anchors on it, panties too.

anyways, i feel like things are kinda weird lately. i don’t like it.

time to sleep.

Can’t lose what you never had, can’t keep what’s not yours, and can’t hold onto something that does not want to stay.

Love neither because you like the person nor
because you care. Love not because you know
that you can’t live without that person, instead
just love and forget about why.

It’s better to cross the line and suffer
the consequences than to just stare
at the line for the rest of your life.

There are some people who meet that somebody that they can never stop loving, no matter how hard they try. I wouldn’t expect you to understand that, or even believe it, but trust me, there are some loves that don’t go away. And maybe that makes them crazy, but we should all be lucky enough to end up with somebody who has a little of that insanity. Someone who never lets go. Someone who cherishes you forever.

To love someone is a very special thing , but for that someone to love you back is more of a miracle. If you happen to stumble upon such a miracle, make sure you realize it.  Never take it for granted, never throw it away, never let it sit, and most of all never let it die.

i like the thought of you falling asleep to the sound of my heartbeat.

uhm, please hurry.

At some point you will realize that you have done too much for someone, that the only next possible step to do is to stop. Leave them alone. Walk away. It’s not like you’re giving up, and it’s not like you shouldn’t try. It’s just that you have to draw the line of determination from desperation. What is truly yours will eventually be yours, and what is not, no matter how hard you try, will never be.

the worst feeling in the entire world is feeling like you need someone for your life to be complete, literally feeling like your world would crumble to the ground without them, when they look at you as just another person that they could take or leave and be perfectly fine either way, without ever missing you once, and having to know that you would be lost without them, but they really would be just fine.

Jealousy is nothing without love.
And love is nothing without jealousy.

If a girl can put up with you through your worst days, then it’s kind of obvious that you shouldn’t let her go.

lol, you’d never believe…

that i actually really can’t stand your guts. :D

but anywayyyyyyyyys…

i just want someone who will tell me good morning and good night and that they love me when i least expect it. i don’t think that’s asking for too much.

Fine, I admit it. I think of you every second of every day. You’re my favorite subject to talk about. When I hug you, I wish I could never let go. Most of my dreams have you in them. I always get excited when I see you again. I go out of my way to try to see you. & i’m completely crazy for you.

PEANUT BRITTLE IS THE BEST, EVER.

we picked up things from each other.
random phrases and stupid habits
you have to admit that we’ve changed each other.

goodnight, sweet dreams, don’t let the bed bugs bite, sleep tight, i love you.

we all die. The goal isn’t to live forever,
the goal is to create something that will.

love isn’t about the words we say,
the actions we take, the things we do,
or the hearts we break. it’s about people
who can look at each other & just know.

it’s almost spring and spring is my favorite ever. let’s go write with sidewalk chalk!?

:D

here’s to the kids who will never
have 100% confidence in anything
they do. and here’s to the kids
who are okay with that.

If people say something bad about you, judge you as
if they know you, don’t get affected. Just think that
dogs never bark if they know the person.

i slept too late today.

well… yesterday.

now i’m never gonna get to sleep and i have school. blah.

love comes to those who still hope although
they’ve been disappointed, to those who still
believe although they’ve been betrayed, to those
who still love although they’ve been hurt before.

an arrow can be shot only by pulling it backward.
So when life is dragging you back with difficulties,
it means that it’s going to launch you into something great.

the worst feeling in the world is not
being able to make the person who
makes you happiest, equally as happy.

Boy are you blind?
She loves you. You love her.
So do something about it,
before she moves on.

Love is when you find someone who didn’t meet
any of your standards. And yet you still say,
finally I’ve found the right one.

Love does not begin and end the way we seem to think
it does. Love is a battle, love is a war. Love is growing up.

I could go on and on about how big of a
jerk you are and how much I hate you.
But at the end of the day when my head
hits the pillow, you can bet your last dime
that I’ll still thank God that you’re in my life.

it’s usually the small things that count. like when
you stare at me from across the room. those
things make me live a little bit more.

10 ways to love:
listen, speak, give, pray, answer,
share, enjoy, trust, forgive, promise.

i’m reading your note over again
there’s not a word that i can’t comprehend
except when you signed it
“i will love you always & forever”

goodnight, now.

i don’t want to be your second choice…

so these philly swirl icee things with candy spoons are the coooooolest.

although we adore men individually,
we agree that as a group they’re rather stupid
- Mary Poppins

oh my gosh. yes.

Don’t let your ears witness what your eyes didn’t see, don’t let your mouth speak what your hearts doesn’t feel.

I truly respect the people who stay strong even when they have every right to break down

She used to cut herself, so she got a tattoo there that says think again. :)

For once, I wish something between us would just
happen, good or bad. I wish you had something
to tell me; if I should keep holding on or just let go.

And she loves regardless of everything that has stained her life.
She loves with everything she has left, and that is beautiful.

you are defined by the way in which you
treat the people you love. and, the people you hate.

hahahahahahahaha. owned.

don’t push your relationship with a person
too hard. if it’s meant to be, it’ll happen.

snow day.

and i should be reading as i lay dying.

ohhh well.

:)

aw. bloo! i miss that showwwww.

i don’t even like roses, or skulls, but oddly enough i like this picture?

sometimes you don’t need to confront
a person. you just need to act differently
for them to figure out their fault.

everyone tries to impress that special someone,
but if you can’t get them by being yourself, then
they can’t be that special.

It’s only when you see people looking ridiculous
that you realize just how much you love them.

just because i’m here for you all the time
doesn’t mean you can take me for granted.

you know you love someone when
you save their texts and re-read
them when no one is watching.

i’m jealous of the people who
get to see you every day.

that little girl is beautiful. <3.

don’t force them to love you. Force them
to leave you and whoever insists to stay
is the one who truly loves you.

a bouquet of carrots for valentine’s day?

yes please.

cutest part of that movie i tell you.

:)

ew to really pretty people.

with really shitty personalities. how unfair.

i would look so different if i could. but this is as good as it gets. all i can do, mannnnn.

God is like the sun. sometimes you can really feel
His warmth. other times you can’t see him and feel
so cold. but you can always be sure that He’s there.

i’m nowhere near your definition of beautiful.

if only facebook told everything that you “liked”. ohhh man.

Apologizing does not always mean that you are wrong
and the other person is right. It just means that you
value your relationship more than your ego.

WATCH THIS WITH ME. i’ve never seen it. :(

if you have no makeup on, your hair is a mess,
you’re still in your pjs and he still can’t resist
putting you into his arms, well then he’s a keeper.

Sometimes it’s better to hide your feelings
than to burden someone else with them.

Don’t marry the person you can live with.
Marry the person you can’t live without.

you never realize how much you like
someone until you watch them like someone else.

some people look for the perfect person to love,
but they don’t realize a person becomes perfect
when we begin to love them sincerely.

i changed my phone case.

to match my nails.

ordered a new one today, though.

:)

the world may never know every detail of your life,
but that’s because they don’t care. but when you find
the ones that want to know every detail, they’re the keepers.

the world points and laughs at my flaws.
but i know that when God looks at me, he
smiles and says “that’s my daughter.
my unique and beautiful creation”

Sometimes a girl doesn’t
need anything more than
your hand in hers,& your
thumb gently tracing circles
on the back of her hand.

have you ever felt that your
friends only ask if you’re okay
cause they feel like it’s their job?

any person can be nice to your face,
but it takes a real friend to be nice behind your back.

If he misses you, he’ll call. If he wants you, he’ll say it.
And if he cares, he’ll show it. If not, he can’t be worth
your time because you’re obviously not worth his.

hate admitting this to myself, but i know that i need you
more than you need me and i’m not sure if i’m okay with that.

every single time there’s an AP assignment due.

I’m yours. do not worry.
you will not lose me.

You know it’s meant to be when even
the times you can’t stand him, he’s the
only person on your mind.

uhm, i love you.

life isn’t all about love, or friends, or family.
life is about having the will in your heart to
accept everyone that god has brought to you.

love me without fear, trust me without wondering.
love me without restrictions, want me without
demand, accept me how i am.

spend life with you makes you happy.
not who you have to impress.

sometimes you just need to talk to that one person
who will let you talk and ramble, listen to you complain
and look like an idiot. but still love you the same.

i have come to realize that hes just a guy, a special
one maybe, but hes not mine. i don’t need to do things
to make him love me. if he wanted to, he simply would.

The worst thing you could do for
love is deny it. So when you find that
special someone, don’t let anyone or
anything get in your way.

if a girl can put up with you through your worst days,
and still stick with you and all your crap, then it’s kind
of obvious that you shouldn’t let her go.

the thing about dating a friend is that you’ve got history.
you’ve got stories, and laughs that you can talk about.
it’s much easier, and better, then starting from scratch.

cause in the end you’re just a typical guy
dragging a girl along cause you’re
not really sure what you want.

when you’re still smiling about something
that happened six months ago,
you know there’s got to be more

LA American Idol = disappointment.

She fell asleep for only a minute,
but when she awoke she found herself lying on his chest,
feeling him breathing steadily beneath her.
His arm was draped around her shoulders
and it seems like he didn’t want her to leave, ever.

& i’ve learned to be the kind of girl
that doesn’t care what others think,
cause all that matters is what God thinks.
and what God thinks about you is a whole
lot important than what your friends think.

Sometimes you have to cry for no reason to make up for the
times when you wanted to but didn’t.

I know I’m full of insecurities and disappointments, but I promise you there’s a part of me worth keeping.

there is no real definition for love. it could be that
endless feeling of happiness you get from being around that
person or the butterflies you feel fluttering around inside of
you when he smiles. but one thing I’m sure of is that we all
fall in love sometime in our life, & when we do, then &
only then can we give our definition of love.

I just want that late night movie, long walks in the park,
cuddle up on the couch, kind of relationship.

I want something real.
Something I can touch and hold onto.
A love that makes my heart skip and gives me
that amazing feeling in the pit of my stomach
I want forever. is that too much to ask?

you just have to live your life
not caring & shake off the drama
just to prove that you are
better than they think you are.

I could never imagine feeling about anyone else
the way I feel about you. But I’ll do what I can.
-the second summer of the sisterhood

every single day in chemistry