twilight serenade.

sleep after this.

dkrhmkaemklmslkrnk! i want my kid to look like that. those dimples, that hat. he is ADORABLE.

i wonder if the things that remind me of you, remind you of me.

just because it’s not happening right now, doesn’t mean it never will.

one day, if i have to let you go. remember that you will always be in my heart. no matter what happens.

mmmm - i am so hungry and these look like a little bit of heaven.

throughout life you will meet someone that is unlike any other. you could talk to this person for hours and never get bored, you could tell them things and they won’t judge you. This person is your soulmate, your best friend. Never let them go.

It just sucks because you’re my best friend. I bet she doesn’t know your middle name or your favorite color. Does she know when you go to dances you just stand there and talk, you don’t dance? Does she know when your birthday is and how good you are a math? Does she know how much you hate wearing your glasses? How about how you know all the right things to say but you chicken out because you’re nervous? I know everything and she knows nothing. Yet she gets everything and I get nothing. Doesn’t seem fair, does it?

Always say I love you and never take advantage of the ones you love, becuase you never know what you’ve lost till it’s gone for good.

I don’t want the whole entire world, the sky and the
stars, I just want you to lie underneath them with me.

I believe in love, & in arguing. In smiling
until your cheeks hurt & laughing until you cry.
I believe in being told you’re beautiful, dancing
in the rain & miracles. I believe in second chances,
even when you’ve completely screwed up.

starmaker.

coolest app ever.

oddly enough, i actually really like that dress.

i keep getting these magazines of nothing but ugly prom dresses. seriously, don’t waste your time and remind me that i’m so lame and getting old. stupids.

In the end, it’s better to say too much than to never say what you need to say.

Every time she laughs, she hopes he’s watching. Not so that he sees she’s happy, but that maybe, just maybe he’ll fall for her smile, just as hard as she fell for his.

i want a guy best friend who gets mistaken as my boyfriend. a guy best friend is everything you need. another boy who makes your life complete. a boy who i can run to when my girl best friends aren’t around. he’ll kick my future boyfriend’s ass when he makes me cry. he’ll make me laugh when there’s tears in my eyes. he is immediately my date on special occasions when you’re single. I don’t know why. but i really need a guy best friend. a real guy best friend. - i has dat. he’s wonderful, sometimes. but i want to get the boyfriend side in that story. being single begins to suck and you start to get feelings for that friend and then they act like they feel the same way and they tell you that they do and then they get tired of you and say that you’re too good of friends and it would ruin everything and they get scared and run like chickens and then they start to like someone who you were starting to consider a best friend and then you’re just left hurt and then they say stuff to make it all better, but then you have to worry about whether or not it’s all a lie. so no, no one wants this…. sometimes. but then other times, it’s the greatest thing you could ever have, and it makes you so happy to have someone like him in your life. it’s kind of like a roller coaster. like you love the ride cause it’s fun and it makes you so happy, but then after you ride it so long it starts to make you sick and you decide that maybe you want off? it starts to bang your ears off the sides and hurts you a little, but then like as soon as you get off and get settled down, you want to do it all over again. it’s pretty indescribable, even if it seems like i just did. you could never really understand. but you’ll never want to change it or give it back after you find it. you’ll want to hold on to it, and sometimes, too tight.

you should never fight your feelings, when your very bones believe them.

grow old with me. the best is yet to be.

None of those other things make a difference. Love is the strongest thing in the world, ya know. Nothing can touch it. Nothing comes close. If we love each other, we’re safe from it all. Love is the biggest thing there is.

it’s crazy right? to love someone who’s hurt you. it’s even crazier to think that someone who hurt you, loves you.

I don’t want to remember you. Because remembering you means you’ll be gone. Remembering means I won’t have you in my life. I never want to have to remember you.

it hurts so much to think that you could read all this and think of someone else the entire time.

real eyes realize real lies.

i need a new straightener. and i want a hair cut. surprise. i’m never satisfied with my hair.

sad that i’m sitting here singing the little einstein theme song and not sleeping because my dog is in my floor asleep and i can’t close the door cause then he couldn’t get out, and i can’t sleep with my door open.

When people don’t express themselves, they die one piece at a time. You’d be shocked at how many adults are really dead on the inside, walking through their days with no idea who they are, just waiting for a heart attack or cancer or a mack truck to come along and finish the job. I think this is the saddest thing I know.
- Speak.

But you don’t like me, you just like the chase. To be real, it doesn’t matter anyway.

what you left unspoken is louder than anything you’ve ever said.

baby, i love you. i never wanna let you go.
the more i think about, the more i want to let you know..
that everything you do, is super duper cute
and i can’t stand it.

- i love that song. :)

Be careful who you open up to. Only a few care, the rest are just curious.

if i ever write a story about my life, don’t be surprised when your name appears over a million times.

to anyone who ever told you
you’re no good, they’re no better.
- hayley williams.

that awkward moment when someone asks what’s wrong and they’re the problem.

When you say I’m beautiful I say “yeah right,” but what I’m really saying is “do you really think so?” when you say good job I say “thanks” but what I’m really saying is “I love that you notice.” When you say we’ll be together forever I say “I hope so” but what I’m really saying is “I hope forever never ends.” When you say I love you I say “I love you too” but what I’m really saying is “don’t ever stop saying that” when you say I don’t care I say “yes I do” but what I’m really saying is “I care more than you’ll ever know.”

After awhile, waiting gets boring. The person you like doesn’t seem so attractive anymore and you realize that you need to stop wasting your time.

expectation.

disappointment.

i need to find more quotes before i do this.

i feel like a hypocrite as much glitter as i’ve been wearing.

and my wireless mouse is dying and for the life of me i cannot find any batteries.

cold, need to pee, and need to clean my room and the hamster cage, what else is new?

oh, and i LOVE the mom on good luck charlie.

i really would love to have a snuggie right now, no lie.

I see myself as a crayon, I may not be your favorite color, but I know someday, you will need me to complete your picture.

Speak the truth, even if your voice shakes.

SEASON 2. HEEEEEEEEEEEEECK YEAH. but imma be SO PISSED if Bryson and Liz don’t get together. like, it will ruin it for me, dude.

lol ^ i would send this, for sure.

lol, i love glozelle.

I could kiss a million guys and it still wouldn’t mean as much as holding your hand. ♥

it hurts so much to think that i’m not the only one you’re saying goodnight to.

Tie your shoe laces so you won’t fall for anyone else.

I like a guy who pays attention to the smallest details. It’s cute when a guy knows the little things you like, hate, and small random facts about you. It’s nice if they don’t just pay attention to the big things and actually know you. It’s such a surprise to hear them when they know something about you that you didn’t even know that they knew.

My suggestion? Never get too attached to anyone because attachments leads to expectations and expectations leads to disappointments.

i hate winter.

and now i hate christmas too.

worst week of my entire life.

lost my daddy on christmas eve.

i just want to fall in love. i want to have someone to help me through all this. someone to just lay with me and pet me and kiss my forehead and tell me it will be okay.

other than my mom, and the rest of my family. i just want someone to occupy all of my time. and to actually want to. winter makes lonely people feel even more alone. blah.

i sang amazing grace at my daddy’s funeral. and i stayed strong through the whole thing. very proud of myself.

people just annoy me anymore. like my new feed on facebook LITERALLY makes me angry. people are so dumb. so dumb and immature.

MY COUSIN GOT ME THESE FOR CHRISTMAS. cannot wait to get them in the mail. :)

i would give anything to go back to disney and visit my florida best friend. he’s been so nice and stuff through this stuff with my daddy.

i’m just typing what i want in between these cause i don’t feel like looking for quotes.

new years was good, but kinda sucked as well. don’t wanna start a new year without my daddy. and i want someone to drink hot chocolate or whatever that crap in that picture is, with me and hold me. blah for not having a new years kiss, or a valentine, or anyone who wants to be that for me. :|

i gotta tamagotchi and crayons too. such a little kid. :)

AND A SOCK MONKEY!!!! i’ve wanted one my whole life. yeah, my best friend is pretty alright sometimes. lol.

i look like a different person and am so so ugly without makeup dude, seriously.

hotel dash

is a pretty fun game.

the battery in my mouse is dying. the flashing yellow light definitely gets annoying.

yanno, i drew a black and white thing exactly like this but a heart instead of a tree —- and everyone thought it was like support of inter racial relationships or something apparently. i didn’t mean for it to be. i just like the idea of it, so uh - yeah.

mirror, mirror, on the wall
who’s the biggest fool of all?
it must be the girl who can’t stop crying.
or maybe it’s the girl who kept on trying.

boy, you know you could have her in a
heartbeat, but she’s getting kind of sick of waiting.

crying isn’t a sign of weakness.
from birth, it shows us we are alive.

I finally understood what true love meant… love meant
that you care for another person’s happiness more than your
own, no matter how painful the choices you face might be.

“do you believe in soul mates?”, she asked.
he replied, “i believe in you.”

i wish people could know that other
people admire them from afar.

i miss you when something really good happens,
because you’re the one I want to share it with.

If I were a flower, I’d be a dandelion, capturing
the innocence of youth and allowing people to
make their wishes come true in the blink of an eye.

color photographs show
the color of your clothes.
Black & white photographs
show the color of your soul.

back and forth to the hospital every day. daddy’s like a roller coaster.

it’s so depressing. “/

winter makes me wish

i had someone to cuddle with. :(

happy thought.
you are somebody’s reason to smile.
you are somebody’s happiness.

each day is different, a new battle begun,
but Christ paid the death… so you already won.

time doesn’t heal you when
you’re not ready to move on.

the best thing you can do sometimes for someone
is to just exist. to be there when they suddenly
realize that they need you right then.

how does it feel to be unnoticed by the person
you notice most? it’s as if you’re offering your
most beautiful portrait to a blind person.

I love your eyes but I love mine more.
because without my eyes, I can’t see yours.

if you’re the luckiest person on this entire planet,
the person you love decides to love you back.

just once i want someone to look at me
and right away & think i was beautiful.
not after they get to know me, or after
they see inside my soul. just me.

this is what i call mammaw candy. she used to get the same kind every year at christmas. :)

I’ve learned that you cannot make someone love you.
All you can do is stalk them and hope they panic and give in.

save your scissors

don’t be concerned about the outward beauty of
fancy hairstyles, expensive jewelry, or beautiful
clothes. you should clothe yourselves instead with
the beauty that comes from within, the unfading beauty
of a gentle and quiet spirit, which is so precious to God.
1 Peter 3:3

beauty is not measured by your jeans size.
don’t let the world fool you.

I don’t need a rose, I want a daisy you picked for
my hair. I don’t want a box of fancy chocolates,
I want a burnt cookie you made just for me.
I don’t want to go to some upscale restaurant,
let’s just have a picnic in the park. we don’t
have to go to prom, we can just dance on my front
porch until we fall asleep in each other’s arms.

the worst deception:
a guy can make you think he loves you,
but he really doesn’t. and a girl can make you
think she doesn’t love you, when she really does.

he could have me in a second.
and he knows it.

when you love someone, you’ll do anything for them.
and even when you hate them, you’ll still do anything.

love is needing someone.
love is putting up with someone’s bad
qualities because they somehow complete you.

i want the drama, all of it. i want the fights,
the yelling & screaming, the make ups and
falling asleep in each other’s arms. i want
you, through the good & the bad times.

the key is to trust people to be who they are.
instead, we trust who we want them to be,
and when they aren’t, we cry.

always put yourself in the other person’s
shoes. if you feel that it hurts you,
it probably hurts the other person too.

so over the weekend,

i almost lost my dad.

scared me half to death. made me realize that stupid petty things that teens in high school call their problems, are really nothing at all.

please, if you read this and you still have your father - go give him a hug and tell him that you love him. enjoy every minute you have with him and try your hardest to talk to him as much as you possibly can. even if it’s just for a second a day. don’t let yourself regret it when he’s gone. and i guess that applies to all people.

needless to say, my weekend was a very crazy and stressful one.

and now for a few snow days. :)

i’ll edit this later and add quotes and pictures. for right now, i’m going to make bracelets.

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a loyal friend laughs at your jokes when
they’re not so good, and sympathizes with
your problems when they’re not so bad.

the older you get the more you realize,
it’s less important to have more friends
and more important to have real ones.

I want to be the girl that
changed everything. the girl
that made a difference. the
girl that gave you a story to tell.

I hate that feeling, when you feel hungry,
but you don’t want any food you see, and
you can’t figure out what food you want,
and you don’t think it even exists, but
then you realize that what you want
is to see the person you’re missing.

i may only be able to count my
true friends on one hand.
that doesn’t say a lot about me
but it says everything about them.

love doesn’t require you to be perfect,
but it does require you to forgive.

when she talks to you, listen to her voice.
she may be talking about the weather
but she’s screaming she loves you.

don’t point out other peoples flaws,
because you’re not perfect, you have to look in
the mirror before you can look out the window.

I don’t want the perfect boyfriend.
I just want someone to act silly with,
someone who treats me well, & absolutely
loves being with me more than anything.

if he acts like you’re not worth his time
maybe you’re not what he wants.. you’re
just a replacement for what he can’t have.

you are my sunshine…

you’ll never know dear, how much i love you.

So they’d lock themselves in the car and get lost in each other’s eyes. They sang along with the radio. He’d whisper in her ear and she’d laugh at his jokes, even if they were pointless. He’d grab her hand and not let go. He had no idea how happy it made her. She’d rest her head on his should, close her eyes, listening to their song as he kissed her forehead. She memorized the touch of his lips. She didn’t want to leave anytime soon, and he’d give her his jacket when she was cold. It’d be 3 in the morning, but they would still be tangled up in each other. She knew he was something special; it was different how he moved her. Because when he told her, “goodnight”, it felt like “hello”.

You know, one day you look at the person and you see something more than you did the night before. Like a switch has been flicked somewhere. And the person who was just a friend is suddenly the only person you can ever imagine yourself with.

You know, one day you look at the person and you see something more than you did the night before. Like a switch has been flicked somewhere. And the person who was just a friend is suddenly the only person you can ever imagine yourself with.

They all joke around saying were gonna end up married someday. Were best friends, thats it. You know everything about me. But somehow I cant help but hope maybe they’re right. Maybe we really are perfect for each other and just dont know it yet.

As I stand here looking at you, I wonder if there will ever be a day when I will get over your smile. When I will let go of the hugs you gave me, a day that I continue to feel. A day when I forget the words you said to me. Whatever happens to us, I know I could never get over, let go, or ever forget about you.

After the funeral, my grandfather hugged me. And I’ll never forget what he said. He told me that he had just lost the love of his life, the most important thing in the world to him, and that it hurt like hell. He said he probably wouldn’t ever be the same. But then he looked me straight in the eyes; he said that his time with her was something he would never trade, that it was the only thing worth living for. He told me to find that. He told me that once I had that, nothing else would be as important. And he said once I found it, to cherish it and never let it go.

No. No, you can’t… STOP. Please don’t go away. Please? No one’s ever stuck with me for so long before. And if you leave… if you leave… I just, I remember things better with you. I do, look. P. Sherman, forty-two… forty-two… I remember it, I do. It’s there, I know it is, because when I look at you, I can feel it. And-and I look at you, and I… and I’m home. Please… I don’t want that to go away. I don’t want to forget.
( Finding Nemo )

When people don’t express themselves, they die one piece at a time. You’d be shocked at how many adults are really dead on the inside, walking through their days with no idea who they are, just waiting for a heart attack or cancer or a mack truck to come along and finish the job. I think this is the saddest thing I know.
- Speak.

i wish i was a real pretty crier. “/

To love someone is a very special thing , but for that someone to love you back is more of a miracle. If you happen to stumble upon such a miracle, make sure you realize it.  Never take it for granted, never throw it away, never let it sit, and most of all never let it die.