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too much to say, no time to say it in.

need to practice this play. :|

gag me.

so, why go through the trouble of finding me, to reblog something to make fun of it? none of my pictures or quotes have anything to do with each other and i just post them all for me, no one else, i mean - i don’t even do the whole “reblog” thing. so i don’t much get the point of criticizing what i do when it’s not intended for you, nor does it require you to like it or understand it. just don’t look at it? eh?

but hey, it’s all gravy.

This is for the girls who don’t always win. Who stay up all night listening to music that inspires them. The girls that laugh, smile, and cry and think all on a daily basis. The girls who like, learn, and regret. The girls who may never have it easy. The girls who learn the hard way and live to tell about it. The real girls.

you lose weight, your boobs get smaller. it’s sad that you have to give them up to be thin. don’t remind me of it though, i realize. no need to ruin a perfectly good compliment. :/

could have sworn i’d posted that picture before, but whatever.

Stop trying to understand how she feels. Chances are you’ll never understand how much she truly loves you. How everything she does is for you. How every night she lies in bed thinking of only you. Because, you’ll never understand, because you honestly don’t care.

I hate that feeling. The feeling when you’re sad, but you have no idea why. You just are. And in your mind, you’re thinking of all the bad things in your life and apply it to your emotions, making you even more sad. Then people ask you what’s wrong and you have nothing to say. You end up, sitting there, quiet, while it seems as if everyone, but you, is happy.

You can listen to music when you’re feeling any emotion. That’s because there’s a song for every type of emotion -love, hate, anger, happiness, sadness, depression, heartbreak, loneliness …. People like to feel like someone understands the situation they’re in and can relate to what they’re feeling and going through. That’s where music comes in. Most of the time people won’t be there for you or understand you, but music does. Music will never leave you. Music will be there for you through whatever you’re facing or feeling. That’s why music is so comforting.

Every passing second is a chance to turn it all around.

The greatest challenge in life is to find someone who knows all your flaws, differences, and mistakes, and yet still sees the best in you.

All I want is for you to be the boy that fights for me, that wants me and will do anything to be with me. I want to be your only exception.

i’m so sorry that i care, and that i can’t stop, and that i actually want to talk to you all the time.

i always think acoustic versions are prettier

Mrs. Matthews: Cory, you educate me. You tell me what love means to you.

Cory: Mom listen, I haven’t been together with Topanga for 22 years, but we have been together for 16. Ok, it’s a lot longer than most couples have been together. I mean when we were born,  you told me that we used to take walks in our strollers together around the block. When we were 2, we were best friends. I mean, I knew everything about this girl. I knew her favorite color, I knew her favorite food. Then we got to be 6 and Eric made fun of me because it wasn’t cool to have a best friend who was a girl or even know a girl. So for the next 7 years I threw dirt at her. I like to call those’ the lost years.’ And then when I was 13, mom, she put me up against the locker and she kissed me. I mean, she gave me my first kiss. She taught me how to dance. She was always talking about these crazy things and I never understood a word she said. All I understood was that she was the girl I sat up every night thinking about. When I’m with her I feel happy to be alive, like I can do anything, even talk to you like this. So that’s what I think love is, mom…when I’m better because she’s here.

i miss that show so much. ;(

Don’t let someone become a priority in your life when you are just an option in theirs.

boy, you always know how to make a girl feel better. i think you’re incapable of complimenting me unless you think i’m gonna be mad or something. never make me feel pretty, never make me feel special, and never make me feel like you actually care. hm, wonder why i’m so down on myself and compare myself to everyone else to talk about. blah.

Have you ever felt that rush of emotion when you get in a big argument with someone youre close with or love, and youre so angered with pain because you didn’t really mean to argue? You just had a bad day, or you needed to let off some steam. And it comes that time where youre all alone and you just can’t hold back the tears, your heart is pounding, and your body is on the verge of shaking. It’s a terrible feeling.

You very rarely get everything you want in life, but when you don’t fight for it, you have even less of a chance. So here I am. Fighting. For you.

Truth is, how many people these days are actually happy with everything about themselves. From their face to their body to their personality. We always think something about us could be better; could be improved. we would look better and feel better if we could change our flaws. Sure some people want to have that perfect body, clear skin, unique talents, and other stuff. but, why do you want to be so damn perfect? Do you think more people will like you if you were so perfect? Do you think you will find love if everything about you was perfect? Get better grades? Live a better life? Why can’t’ you just live your life and be happy and proud of who you are. If you’re not, then start accepting who you really are. Be unique, be happy, be YOU.

I wonder if people look at me, and think “I wish I was that pretty,” because that’s what I think when I look at everyone else.

It sucks when you know that you need to let go but you can’t, because you’re still waiting for the impossible to happen.

A girl doesn’t need to tell you straight up how she feels, it’s written all over her eyes. If you can see how she feels without her telling you, then you definitely deserve her heart.

And all I think about is how to make you think of me, and everything that we could be.

Sometimes, when i say “oh, I’m fine” i want you to look into my eyes and say “tell the truth”.

you are my sunshine…

you’ll never know dear, how much i love you.

So they’d lock themselves in the car and get lost in each other’s eyes. They sang along with the radio. He’d whisper in her ear and she’d laugh at his jokes, even if they were pointless. He’d grab her hand and not let go. He had no idea how happy it made her. She’d rest her head on his should, close her eyes, listening to their song as he kissed her forehead. She memorized the touch of his lips. She didn’t want to leave anytime soon, and he’d give her his jacket when she was cold. It’d be 3 in the morning, but they would still be tangled up in each other. She knew he was something special; it was different how he moved her. Because when he told her, “goodnight”, it felt like “hello”.

You know, one day you look at the person and you see something more than you did the night before. Like a switch has been flicked somewhere. And the person who was just a friend is suddenly the only person you can ever imagine yourself with.

You know, one day you look at the person and you see something more than you did the night before. Like a switch has been flicked somewhere. And the person who was just a friend is suddenly the only person you can ever imagine yourself with.

They all joke around saying were gonna end up married someday. Were best friends, thats it. You know everything about me. But somehow I cant help but hope maybe they’re right. Maybe we really are perfect for each other and just dont know it yet.

As I stand here looking at you, I wonder if there will ever be a day when I will get over your smile. When I will let go of the hugs you gave me, a day that I continue to feel. A day when I forget the words you said to me. Whatever happens to us, I know I could never get over, let go, or ever forget about you.

After the funeral, my grandfather hugged me. And I’ll never forget what he said. He told me that he had just lost the love of his life, the most important thing in the world to him, and that it hurt like hell. He said he probably wouldn’t ever be the same. But then he looked me straight in the eyes; he said that his time with her was something he would never trade, that it was the only thing worth living for. He told me to find that. He told me that once I had that, nothing else would be as important. And he said once I found it, to cherish it and never let it go.

No. No, you can’t… STOP. Please don’t go away. Please? No one’s ever stuck with me for so long before. And if you leave… if you leave… I just, I remember things better with you. I do, look. P. Sherman, forty-two… forty-two… I remember it, I do. It’s there, I know it is, because when I look at you, I can feel it. And-and I look at you, and I… and I’m home. Please… I don’t want that to go away. I don’t want to forget.
( Finding Nemo )

When people don’t express themselves, they die one piece at a time. You’d be shocked at how many adults are really dead on the inside, walking through their days with no idea who they are, just waiting for a heart attack or cancer or a mack truck to come along and finish the job. I think this is the saddest thing I know.
- Speak.

i wish i was a real pretty crier. “/

To love someone is a very special thing , but for that someone to love you back is more of a miracle. If you happen to stumble upon such a miracle, make sure you realize it.  Never take it for granted, never throw it away, never let it sit, and most of all never let it die.

tomorrow is friday.

yesssss.

All you can every really hope is that when they close their eyes they think of you too…

no matter how many coins you toss in the fountain, or how many shooting stars you wish on,
or how many 11:11’s go by. if it’s not meant to be then it won’t happen.

that’s the thing about people who mean everything they say. They think everyone else does too

i know that i should just let go, walk away, & not look back.
but, i don’t think i could handle knowing that you wouldn’t care if i did.

move on. it’s just a chapter in the past. but don’t close the book, just turn the page

i think that the only reason people hold onto memories so tight is because memories are the only things that dont change; when everybody else does

When a girl complains that a guy has no heart, it usually means he has hers

obsessed by a fairy tale, we spend our lives searching for a magic door, & a lost kingdom of peace.? -eugene o’neill

Rumors are vicious, talk is cheap. Words are malicious, secrets you should keep. Gossip is fake and it’ll make the deepest cut. So learn from the past and keep your mouth shut.

The most selfish 1 letter word: I. Avoid it.
The most satisfying 2 letter word: We. Use it.
The most poisonous 3 letter word: Ego. Kill it.
The most used 4 letter word: Love. Value it.
The most pleasing 5 letter word: Smile. Keep it.
The fastest spreading 6 letter word: Rumor. Ignore it.
The hardest working 7 letter word: Success. Achieve it.
The most enviable 8 letter word: Jealousy. Distance it.
The most powerful 9 letter word: Knowledgy. Acquire it.
The most essential 10 letter word: Confidence. Trust it.

i need to quit ignoring the people

who actually like me and want to hang out with me. haha.

You never realize how much you like someone until you watch them like someone else.

i always say that i don’t hate people, and i mean, i really don’t think that i do. like, i don’t want anyone to die or anything - but there are some people that just the THOUGHT of makes me so angry that i get tears in my eyes. like really really just cannot stand some people. not even the thought of them. sjdgoiJEg. fuck you.

the key is to trust people to be who they are. instead, we trust who we want them to be, & when they aren’t, we cry.

i want to draw with chalk.

there is some hurt that we just never get over. and we tell ourselves that in time,
we’ll get better. but you know, hurt just hurts.

mistakes are always forgivable, if one has the courage to admit them.

i think part of the reason why we hold onto something so tight for so long is because we fear something so great will never happen twice.

it’s crazy how you think you actually meant something to someone, and they just turn around and prove you wrong.

the worse thing is caring about someone, wondering how they are & what they’re up to
when the truth is they’ve stopped wondering about you a long time ago.

Sooo, why is every song out there and every quote and just everything all about love. love love love. people are so pressured to fall in love. from the time that we’re so little we’re taught that that’s the most important thing. you know, fairy tales and all that shit. like that’s the only way you can have a “happily ever after”. so kids grow up just looking for that. and when they don’t find it, they’re heartbroken. that’s not real. it doesn’t happen that way and usually doesn’t end that way either. so glad we’re just setting ourselves up for disappointment. it’s all overrated. love is overrated. i’m in such a raw mood today. whatever.

i have no life.

and i’m sick. sooooo.

so i just really really really want someone who just wants to be with me. like, someone who will just come cuddle with me and watch movies cause i don’t feel good, or even just a best friend who will be like let’s go do something if you’re bored, when i’m just sitting here. i wish i could drive. i don’t wanna be last option, even if i do make other people that sometimes. it sucks. i suck.

Cacophobia - Fear of ugliness.

Didaskaleinophobia, Scolionophobia - Fear of going to school.

Coimetrophobia - Fear of cemeteries.

Didaskaleinophobia, Scolionophobia - Fear of going to school.

Emetophobia - Fear of vomiting.

Ermitophobia - Fear of being alone, loneliness

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Glossophobia - Fear of speaking in public or of trying to speak.

Gerascophobia - Fear of growing old

adam lambert is dead sexy. too bad he’s gay, right?

and he can “sangggg”

chicken pot pies take forever to fix when you put them in the oven. :|

“I wasn’t sure this day would ever come, but you were. I wasn’t sure love could survive everything we put it through, but you were. You were always strong and always sure. And now I know I want you to stand beside me for the rest of my life. That’s what I’m sure of.”
-Boy Meets World

You have no idea how closely i wrapped myself around your heart.

i LOVE to watch people brush their teeth. yanno, and that movie.

i want to be hard for you to forget, i want to have the kind of impact on you where you know you’ll never find anyone who can take my place, because that’s what you are to me.

Life’s too short to let the little things get
to you. So feel free to laugh at whatever
you want to. Fall in love with that one
boy that makes you laugh and smile like
no other. Never let your best friends slip
away and most importantly never let
anyone change the real you.

“I hate the way you talk to me, and the way you cut your hair. I hate the way you drive my car. I hate it when you stare. I hate your big dumb combat booths, and the way you read my mind. I hate you so much it makes me sick; it even makes me rhyme. I hate it. I hate the way you’re always right. I hate it when you lie, I hate it when you make me laugh, even worse when you make me cry. I hate it that you’re not around, and the fact that you didn’t call. But mostly I hate the way I don’t hate you. Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.”
- Ten Things I Hate About You

A guy and a girl can be just friends, but at one point or another they will fall for each other. Maybe temporarily, maybe too late, maybe at the wrong time, or maybe forever.

 You know that feeling of waiting for someone? I mean, really waiting for someone - standing in front of a restaurant in the cold and having hundreds of people pass you on the sidewalk. And you don’t want to do anything else, because you’re afraid you might miss something - that somehow, if you don’t spot him right away, he’ll walk right by. So you
stand there and you don’t do anything except think about how you’re standing there. Occasionally you might look at your watch, or check your cell phone to see if it’s on silent, even though you already checked for that a minute ago. That’s what this is starting to feel like.

You need to realize that he doesn’t care.
And you could be missing out on someone who does.

If I promise not to cry, would you look me in the eyes

and tell me what you really think about me?

broccoli chicken pot pies = not good.

new found love for hypster.

added a music player, tweaked it. feeling soooo accomplished right now. :)

I love people who have a sense of individuality. I love expression and anything awkward or imperfect. Because that’s natural. And that’s real.

heard them sing it live. <3

A man who wants to make a relationship work will move mountains to keep the woman he loves. If he’s not calling you to tell you he loves you and wants you back, it should only be because he’s showing up at your new residence to do it in person… if he’s not doing any of that, he may love you, he may miss you, but ultimately, he’s just not that into you. Stop taking his calls and let him know what it’s like to live without you.
[He’s Just Not That Into You]

My Dearest Allie,
I couldn’t sleep last night because I know that it’s over between us. I’m not bitter anymore, because I know that what we had was real. And if in some distant place in the future we see each other in our new lives, I’ll smile at you with joy and remember how we spent the summer beneath the trees, learning from each other and growing in love. The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds, and that’s what you’ve given me. That’s what I hope to give to you forever. I love you. I’ll be seeing you.
-Noah
[The Notebook]

I believe that once you find “the one”, you’ll give them a hundred and one chances to get it right. I believe that if you can’t be with that person, you never truely move on.

I am scared. Of what? Of what the future holds. Is there really someone, somewhere who’s destined to be with me for the rest of his life?

You’re not sure that you love me but you’re not sure enough to let me go

Sometimes,
someone can mean so much to you
not even the truth can change your mind.

all she really wants is for you to finally get the nerve to say how you really feel about her. that way, when you look at her, she’s not still second guessing what you really mean

I took one big step and I looked away and then I thought of all the things that I wanted to say. I’m always too late, you never got your story straight. I’m always up late, I think I’m everything you hate.

i’m GOING to learn the rap part to love the way you lie.

goodbye my hopeless dream
so long my luckless romance
should have known you’d bring me heartache, almost lovers always do.

But they’d loved each other. With the wisdom of time and passing of years, she knew that. She knew, too, that love didn’t evaporate. It faded, perhaps, lost its weight like bones left out in the sun, but it didn’t go away.

You say you don’t wanna hurt me
Don’t wanna see my tears
So why are you still standing here
Just watching me drown

So let’s lie in the grass, stare at the stars. Live for the moment, figure out who we are.

I know you’re probably not worth the wait, but I can’t explain what I’m going through inside. I would turn away the world just to have you here with me tonight.

I miss the way you made me feel. even if it was a lie.

Time can heal a broken heart
but it can also break a waiting heart.

I’d rather waste my life pretending
than have to forget you for one whole minute.

I like flaws. I think they make things interesting.

have you ever wondered about the things we tell ourselves as we’re falling asleep? we whisper words in the dark, telling ourselves that we’re happy, that he’s happy, that people will change their minds. we persude ourselves that we can live without the people who have left us behind. each night before we fall asleep we lie to ourselves in a desperate hope that when we wake up in the morning, it will all be true.

coke > pepsi.

js.

it’s like i live a thousand lifetimes still looking for the one that feels right
see, moving on just isn’t working
you lit the fire that i’m burning
& all i’ve been doing is protecting a lie for the sake of my pride
while all the others set me thinking
we could be more than just amazing

And you probably won’t remember half the things I’ll never forget.

so there’s this boy, he makes fun of me because i can only stay on a subject for like 5 seconds and them i’m on to the next one. he listens to me when i’m sad and handles me when i’m mad. i tell him i hate him and he responds with, “no you don’t.” yeah he’s not prince charming, but to me he couldn’t be more perfect.

Four Lessons on Life
1. Never take down a fence until you know why it was put up.
2. If you get too far ahead of the army, your soldiers may mistake you for the enemy.
3. Don’t complain about the bottom rungs of the ladder; they helped to get you higher.
4. If you want to enjoy the rainbow, be prepared to endure the storm.

If it makes you less sad, I will die by your hand.

i have a ukulele. swore i would play it if i got it. it has jellyfish and a turtle on it. it’s been in its case thing over on my tv stand ever since…because i’m incapable of even tuning it. yesssssssss.

[love] - giving another human the ability to completely destroy you;
but trusting them not to.

The best thing in life is finding someone who knows all your mistakes and weaknesses and still thinks you’re completely amazing.

Sometimes it seems like you’d rather watch me drown
than get your own hands wet.

Too many people get caught up in what could be instead of appreciating what is. Don’t fall into that trap. Appreciate what you have and who you have, because the future can take it all away from you.

I’ve always, always, always wanted to find one of those. it’s a goal of mine.