i’m done.

Give her your hand, and she’ll never let go. Give her your heart, and she’ll hold it next to hers. Give her you’re attention, and she’ll show you her heart. But it’s guys jobs to hold her hand tightly in public, to not play with her heart, and to listen when she really needs someone to talk to. It isn’t that hard.

5 things that girls think, but guys don’t know:

1. When a girl says that something is cute, or that she is jealous of another cute thing a guy did for their girlfriend, LEARN from it, and remember it, you may think you’re not being unique, but a girl will appreciate it just the same.
2. Don’t ever ever ever talk about another girls body, assets, or personality infront of her if you two have intentions on being together. It will make the girl feel like she isn’t good enough.
3. Never ever ask a girl what she wants to talk about. She’ll like it if you’re actually trying to make conversation with her, no matter how stupid the conversation is. If you can’t think of something to talk about now, what is going to make her think that you will be able to think about it weeks/months/years from now? No girl wants a boring relationship.
4. Don’t talk to other girls, by putting hearts & texting them every day, girls will easily assume things, so don’t be sketch, cause she will loose trust in you.
5. When a girl acts sad, she only does it because she wants you to ask what is wrong. & even when she does say “nothing” she wants you to BEG her to tell the truth & ask again.

don’t act like you like me 2% of a time and be a dick the remaining 98. laugh cause i cry, laugh cause i get hurt, laugh cause people hate me or hurt my feelings, care less about what i say and pretty much let me know that you wouldn’t care if i was alive or dead, yanno. you don’t have to tell me what you’re doing or even reply if you don’t want, but you freak if i don’t reply first thing? not that i don’t love that, but i just don’t quite understand you? like if you like me like you say you do when you start to miss me or whatever, then act like you do. make up your mind if you do or not and quit playing with my feelings cause you know i’ll let you. if you have/develop/have had feelings for someone else, imma learn to be cool with it and move on. i should really learn to be a normal sixteen year old girl and not the way i am. i make everything so much harder for myself and keep myself so worried sick and upset. fuuuuuuck. how i wish i could be a guy and not give two shits about absolutely anything or anyone. must be so nice to not have feelings or an actual caring heart.

Don’t say things you don’t mean, Because I would believe anything you say & I would actually take it to heart.

she is beautiful, and her voice absolutely amazes me to no end.

except for when i listen to her sing, i just want to give up completely because i know i could never even come close to coming close.

There’s a story behind every person. There’s a reason why they’re the way they are. They aren’t just like that because they want to. Something in the past created them, and sometimes it’s impossible to fix them.

i’m terrified of losing people AS i grow up. it’s already happened some and i believe that it’s going to continue to. i just don’t understand why all the people that i’m afraid to lose, aren’t afraid to lose me. they act like they’d be okay with it. it’s so nice.

I like it when people tell me about their problems, because unlike society today, I care. And it reminds me that there’s someone out there who trusts me with their secrets.

what is this feeling. it is god awful. i miss my dad.

oh, how i miss the old degrassi characters.

winter makes me wish

i had someone to cuddle with. :(

happy thought.
you are somebody’s reason to smile.
you are somebody’s happiness.

each day is different, a new battle begun,
but Christ paid the death… so you already won.

time doesn’t heal you when
you’re not ready to move on.

the best thing you can do sometimes for someone
is to just exist. to be there when they suddenly
realize that they need you right then.

how does it feel to be unnoticed by the person
you notice most? it’s as if you’re offering your
most beautiful portrait to a blind person.

I love your eyes but I love mine more.
because without my eyes, I can’t see yours.

if you’re the luckiest person on this entire planet,
the person you love decides to love you back.

just once i want someone to look at me
and right away & think i was beautiful.
not after they get to know me, or after
they see inside my soul. just me.

this is what i call mammaw candy. she used to get the same kind every year at christmas. :)

I’ve learned that you cannot make someone love you.
All you can do is stalk them and hope they panic and give in.

i am in love.

with burlesque. christina aguilera’s voice amazes me.

cher was killer too. got the chills and all. :)

there is some hurt that we just never get over. and we tell ourselves that in time,
we’ll get better. but you know, hurt just hurts.

mistakes are always forgivable, if one has the courage to admit them.

i think part of the reason why we hold onto something so tight for so long is because we fear something so great will never happen twice.

it’s crazy how you think you actually meant something to someone, and they just turn around and prove you wrong.

the worse thing is caring about someone, wondering how they are & what they’re up to
when the truth is they’ve stopped wondering about you a long time ago.

the key is to trust people to be who they are. instead, we trust who we want them to be, & when they aren’t, we cry.

if we could sum up all the causes of hurt, pain, and hatred in one word, it would be ‘expectations’.

life’s like a piano. the white keys represent happiness, & the black keys show sadness.
but as you go through your life’s journey, remember that the black keys make music too.

move on. it’s just a chapter in the past. but don’t close the book, just turn the page

i know that i should just let go, walk away, & not look back.
but, i don’t think i could handle knowing that you wouldn’t care if i did.