i hate winter.

and now i hate christmas too.

worst week of my entire life.

lost my daddy on christmas eve.

i just want to fall in love. i want to have someone to help me through all this. someone to just lay with me and pet me and kiss my forehead and tell me it will be okay.

other than my mom, and the rest of my family. i just want someone to occupy all of my time. and to actually want to. winter makes lonely people feel even more alone. blah.

i sang amazing grace at my daddy’s funeral. and i stayed strong through the whole thing. very proud of myself.

people just annoy me anymore. like my new feed on facebook LITERALLY makes me angry. people are so dumb. so dumb and immature.

MY COUSIN GOT ME THESE FOR CHRISTMAS. cannot wait to get them in the mail. :)

i would give anything to go back to disney and visit my florida best friend. he’s been so nice and stuff through this stuff with my daddy.

i’m just typing what i want in between these cause i don’t feel like looking for quotes.

new years was good, but kinda sucked as well. don’t wanna start a new year without my daddy. and i want someone to drink hot chocolate or whatever that crap in that picture is, with me and hold me. blah for not having a new years kiss, or a valentine, or anyone who wants to be that for me. :|

i gotta tamagotchi and crayons too. such a little kid. :)

AND A SOCK MONKEY!!!! i’ve wanted one my whole life. yeah, my best friend is pretty alright sometimes. lol.

i look like a different person and am so so ugly without makeup dude, seriously.